Why did she " Divorce Me "

Chapter - 52

Varun's Pov.:-

After turning my back to my happiness ... I came in my new house's garden area ..

Yes new house .. I has buy this house because my old house always haunts me .. so .. I buied this

house .

I pulled out the sponge ball from my pants pocket.. and squeezed it with high intakes of breath.. it helps

me not to break in tears .. not to show that I am breaking from inside... Why only because I am scared

of myself ...

Suddenly someone hugged me tightly from my back .. I touched her soft hands which were over my

chest resting..

She came infront of me and stood high on her toes to reach my hight my she is short .. and here she

huffed at her fail attempts ..

I too moved high to not to let her hands reach to my face ... But she started to punched my chest ... In

this whole process no one said anything .. only mine laughing sound when her winching sound is filling

silent garden area ..

She is continuously hitting me on my chest with her little fist .. and after it she suddenly hugged me

started to weep ..

" Why are you again hurting me Varun.. can't you see I want you in my life .. I want you to be my life

partner .. I want to live with you my when life happily... Getting old together ...

Can't you see I have forgiven you .. please Varun don't leave me , I can't live my life without you " she

plead to me .. her every flowing tears down her cheeks making me to make her mine .. but I can't ..

" I can't Amoli you deserves someone who is sane and human .. not me .. who is monster in human

body and trust me who will fall for your husband soon after your marriage .. " I said to her .. still hugging

her in my arms .

She looked up at me with anger filled eyes ..

" Why .. Varun what have I done wrong to you .. huh ... First you mistreat me in our marriage , you hurt

me , hit me ... And then .. you yourself healed me now you are saying me to leave you.. and love

someone else ...

I have only one heart Varun .. which is filled in love only for you .. I love you Varun .. I love you .. " she

confessed her feelings to me .. and this is what I am afraid of ..

" Sorry Amoli .. I can't " I said pushing her back from our hug ..

" .. why you can't ... Don't tell me Varun .. *sob* you played with my emotions to break me more

*hiccup*.. only because ... *hiccup*.. Because your family hates you because of me ... *Sob* .. *hiccup*

.. is it your way to take revenge from me .. *sob* " She voiced out her thoughts ... While breaking in

more tears infront of me ...

I didn't said anything . .. I want to wipe her tears and love her my whole life ... .. She continued to cry

and fall on ground while resting her body over her knees .. seeing breaking like that .. my heart pained

more ..

' I can't see her like this ' I said to myself and carried her body in bridal style .. but she still didn't stop

her tears ..

Soon we reached my bedroom I placed her on bed .. and sit beside her ..

" Amoli .. I love you alot .. but I can't stay with you .. because I think ... I will make our daughter Quasar

like me ... You know what when my mom had left me alone in my family members care .. my father

used to took care of me .. he always looked at my every need .. but you know ... We all have our life

and problem in them also ...

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On that day I was missing mom alot .. I wanted to be with her .. as I was scared due to nightmare .. but

she was not with me .. so I went to my dad .. who was busy in his online meeting ..

Flashback:- author's Pov.:-

( 5year old Varun )

" Dada .. I want to sleep with you " said 5 year old chubby cute boy to his father while standing at room

entrance door .

His father didn't replied him so , he came inside his father's office room ... Without knocking ..

On the other hand his father who was busy in online meeting with state minister .. Varun came to his

father whose eyes glued in laptop screen ..

He pulled his father's pant and said " dada .... Varun wants to sleep but there in room .. there is ghost

under my bed .. I am scared dada " ...

His father who was talking to state minster .. looked at him with annoyed face and state minister also

taunt " first babysit your son then we will talk about how worthy you are to deserve that land " .. saying

this minister disconnect the call ...

Varun's father who was already hell anger and frustrated on minister as he was continuously denying to

him ...

Actually minister and Varun's father both wants the same land ... And Varun's father had already

brought that land .. but minister is showing his political power and saying that ... The land which Varun's

father has brought is government land .. means government property , because Varun's father has

literally hurt the minister's ego ... By successfully buying that land kicking minister's every evil plot ...

So now he is doing this ... To snatch the land away from Varun's father ....

Mr. Arora has brought that land for his wife ... To build hospital on her name .. after completing her

studies ..

" What all this Varun .. can't you see I am busy ... Then why did you came inside my office room .. " Mr.

Arora shout on his son ...

Varun trembled in fear .. he took step backwards to go away from his angry father ...

" Will you open your mouth and tell me why you came here " again Mr. Arora shout on his son ..

unknowingly he is realising his anger on this pure innocent soul ...

" Dada ... There is a ghost inside my room.. that's why I .. " Varun said in low voice when wiping his

tears away from the back of his hands but Mr. Arora won't let him complete his words ..

He hold him by his forearm and literally dragged his body with his fast steps ..

They came inside Varun's bedroom ..

" Where is ghost ... Where it is .." said Mr. Arora looking at every corner of room ... While still dragging

crying Varun with him ..

" you .. stop being a child Varun and grow up .. stop giving me headache with your this behaviour ...

Can't you see Varun .. your this childish behaviour becoming burden over my shoulders ...

I am joining my hands infront of you .. there is no ghost so stop being mama's little cry baby .. be a man

.. not an unwanted burden over my head " Mr. Arora's more ungrateful words stopped by a tight slap ..

Mr. Arora looked at the source of slap to see his father is standing infront of him .. with his mother ...

After getting a slap he came back to his sane self .. now he is feeling hurt to himself that he said all

those things in anger to his son which he shouldn't

He is sorry for his mistake and want to repay it ... But it's already too late .. because now his each and

every hurtful words has already stabbed Varun's innocent heart to make it bleed .. and at last made it

dead... To feel anything ..

As Varun's also from Arora ... His veins also have angry blood in them ... And for his own self-respect ..

he has made up his mind that he won't look back at his father .. not to this family became ... He is

burden on them ..

" Pallavi take Varun with you " said Devansh Arora .. grandfather of Varun and father of Gyan Arora .

" No I am not going anywhere .. now I will leave this house ... I don't want to live with any of you .. I will

not .. never came back here .. I will run away from this house ... I hate you .. I hate you all " shout Varun

in his grandmother's embrace who also have tears in her eyes ..

" I am sorry.. Varun .. my child look dada .. is sorry baby .. come to dada.. please my child .. " Gyan

Arora plead to his son when kneeling infront of him to match his hight ..

But Varun being an angry child .. he didn't looked back at his father ..

" Grandpa .. I don't want to live here .. please .. " Varun said to his grandpa but his grandpa said " my

child see your father is sorry forgive him .. and it's your house son .. "

" No ... " Varun shout and ran out to reach kitchen .. he hold the knife in his hand and rest it's sharp

side over his neck ....

" I will hurt myself if you won't let me go away from there " said Varun in his angry voice ... While inside

he wants his mother's embrace and cry .. and complaint about his father's deeds to his mother .. bust

she is not here it's his bad luck .

Whole family members gasped in terror ..

" Okay okay .. we will obey you .. " said his grandpa ..

" No ... Swear over grandma .. that you will let me go away from this house .. " Varun said knowing that

his grandpa always swears on his grandma if he made promises then it won't be broken ...

Devansh Arora looked at his grandchild in surprise ...

" Okay okay ... I Devansh Arora will let you go away from this house it's a swear of my wife " said

Devansh Varun's grandpa ...

" Okay .. then let me go " Varun said placing knife over Iceland and ran out from the house .. but his

father hold him in his arms ...

" Let me go " Varun winched ...

" No .. you are small to live your life alone like that Varun .. " said Varun's father ..

And Varun behaved stubbornly .. giving hard time to his father and grandparents .

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At last they made decision to admit Varun in boarding school .. because they can't leave him alone in

different house because .. if Varun's mother got to know about all this .. she will eat whole family alive

for hurting her son ..

Varun .... Left house without meeting anyone .. as he was still angry on his father but everyone is facing

his anger ...

End of flashback.

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" See Amoli .. my father who is known for his calm nature ... He even faced hard time being a father ...

Now how I will be a good father .. I am scared .. because I don't want my daughter to become me

What if I also shout on her .. as you know .. I have high temper " I said her my thoughts ..

I looked at her .. she is crying while putting her hand over her mouth ...

" You were so small on that time.. Varun if you are scared for this that you won't be a good father to

Quasar than you are wrong because you are a real father material ..

And about me .. I am... Also here to help you ... " She said while Hugging me .. but I am still insecure ...

" Are you still angry to your dad ? " She asked me ..

" No I am not .. not anymore " I said ...

" Why ? " She asked ...

" Because .. as know you also know .. how I went in boarding school . .. in that all which was at fault

was .. my bad-temper ..not my father . ... Because when he realised his mistake he apologized to me

right away but .. I being stubborn kicked his attempts ... And ruined my life with my own hands . " I said

her ...

" Why didn't you tell this to your mother ? " She asked me ...

" What .. if I tell my mother this .. then she will my whole family .. means my grandparents and my

father ... You don't know my mother .. she is all polite nature lady but she too have a bad temper .. " I

said her ...

" So .. you literally saved your family from your mother " she voice out her thoughts ..

" No .. not this .. I saved my own self .... Because in all that .. I was the one who is at fault .. because

my mother she always tried to be with me .. but she couldn't .. and she trust other family members with

me .. if told her this .. then her trust will be broken and in future she won't trust any one in our family ...

I just saved her trust and .. my family from breaking . ... " I said ...

" but still Don't you think you should tell this to your mother ? " She asked me ..

" What is there to tell her .. will I get my childhood back to make it happy childhood .. no .. reather to

that .. what will happen .. my mother feel guilty to choose her dreams and trusting her husband and in-

laws ... She will fight with them .. and at the end .. the whole happy moment will be ruined

I am okay with the things which are right now stable i don't want them to be ruined by my exposure .." I

said ...

And then we both sit silently ...

" Now you are mature .. " she said breaking the silence and kissed my forehead .

" Only because of you " I said with love in my eyes to her ...

" Hey .. how everyone knows me in your office " she asked me suddenly ...

Flashback.:-

(One week before)

I directly came to my office because I don't want to think about Amoli and my daughter ...

To leave them was the toughest task for me in my whole life .. I don't know how to live without them but

I will ...

I kissed amoli's and quasar's pic which is in my wallet .. they are mine .. but still I can't claim them as

mine ..

Someone knocked on my door and I said come in my professional voice .. novelbin

" Sir you have meeting .. and clients have arrived for the meeting .. waiting for you in conference room

.. " my PA said ...

I nod my head and followed him ..

We came in and here ..

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Meeting got completed .. and the client was an old man Mr. Jain and his PA was his daughter learning

business ..

We shaked our hands .. but his daughter .. she literally tried to seduce me .. but my mind , heart , soul

are already taken by my one an only ex-wife ..

We walk out from the room and as treat .. I offered them a lunch party to which they accept happily and

we started to walk towards lift and soon we arrived at hall area .. but suddenly Ms. Jain ..

She hold my hand ... Which I truly didn't liked it .. I pushed her hand away from mine .. and looked at

her with anger .. but she said " what .. I know you are also interested in me "

" If you think so , to clear your thoughts .. I am not Ms. ... " I said and walk further but she hold my hand

again .. to make me groaned in anger .. because I am already very pissed and frustrated to myself and

at my life .. and here this woman is not leaving me in peace ..

" I said no .. Ms.. can't you get it " this time I literally shout while stopping in my steps ...

" Why .. you are single and I can have chace with you .. " she said ..

" And why you think so ? " I asked her with folded hands over my chest .. and with raised eyebrows ...

" Because I am high class woman , well educated , rich and equal to your level " she said with a smile

.. but it not pretty one to me .. because she is not Amoli .. mine Amoli .

I darkly chuckled .. and hold her hand and pushed her body away from mine as she was standing way

to close to me ..

Her father hold her on time ... And saved her going in hard floor embrace ..

" What was that .. ? " She and her father both shout on me ..

" What she is deserves .. that was what every man do .. if any woman stubbornly cling to a taken man "

I said .. and everyone looked at me shocked ..

" I love my ex-wife .. Ms. Jain .. and I am sorry .. but you can't have any chance with me .. not you and

not any other woman .. apart from Amoli ... No one can become mine soulmate .. " I said to her .. and

some tears slipped out from her eyes ..

I again apologize to her and tell her father to take care of her .. and I told her that she will get a batter

man than me ...

End of flashback.

" So that how my all office staff get to know about you as they search about my ex-wife's details on net

" I said to Amoli .. her face is shining in proud smile ..

" You did right .. if you had touched her than till now I would have killed you " Amoli said to me with a

smirk to make me look at her with love in my eyes ..

" So , know you still want to leave me " Amoli asked me ..

I nod my head as no ... And tried to hold her in my arms but she pushed me back on bed and ran away

from me .. inside the washroom ..

I huffed and wait for her to come ... Soon door opened and here she stood in almost nothing .. just all

transparent black lingeries ...

She is trying hard not to shrink her body in shyness .. but she is failing in it .. to try present her bold self

infront of me .

I swallowed hard .. looking at her ... I climbed down from bed and went to her ...

I hold her hand which is shivering and cold in nervousness .. I kissed her hand ..

" What all this Amoli ... ? " I asked her while moving my lips upward from her hand to her forearm .

" humm " she moaned reather then to reply ... She fucking moaned .. her moan give an painful itching

on my hardness ...

Fuck I am hard .. for her ..

" Amoli *throat clearing* ... Go and sleep ... I am coming .. " I said to her while trying to go inside

bathroom but Amoli hold my hand and pulled me with her ..

She pushed me on bed and sit over my stomach .. and started to kiss me .. she kissed my eyes ,

forehead , nose , lips , neck , then .. my chest ..

" fuck " I moaned in pain when she kissed on my chest making blood flow increase on my hardness

more vigorously ..

My breath became more faster then before .. I hold her by her hips .. and grind her feminine part over

my hardness ..

We both moaned ... And she chuckled ... She roamed her hands over my six packs .. and I closed my

eyes in pleasure enjoying her soft running fingers over my stomach ...

I hissed in pain while opening my eyes in sudden pain grown over my abs .. while Amoli chuckled still

sitting over my lower body ..

Because she has poked her long nail over my packs ... And it hurts .. man ..

" You naughty girl " I said and flipped our position .. me hovering over her and in the middle of her legs

my lower body .. while she is laying under me still laughing ...

" What is there to laugh huh .. tell me ? " I said to her .. and started to tickle her ..

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" Stop stop stop " she said while holding my hands to stop me .. tickling her more .

I stopped and layed beside her and covered our body under the comforter ... She turned to me and

kissed my neck and said " I want you Varun .. right now ! Make love with me .. I want to see how it feel

to be loved in this way .."

Her these bold demand woke up demon inside me but still I tried not to look at her seductive face ..

She is biting her lips .. and roaming her hands over my face to neck then chest .. then she squeezed

my hardness making me cry in pleasure and at my helplessness ..

I removed my lower clothes as I was already necked from upper ... I climbed over her body .. caging

her eyes with mine .. she is looking at me with love in them .. while I .. looking at her with love , lust ,

desire , need ...

I teared her name peace clothes .. and entered inside her without any words .. she yelped in surprise

and her body moved upward with my hard push inside her ..

Her hands itself came to my face to pull me down .. .. she attached her lips with mine .. and moved her

lips over mine ..

She is becoming Pro in kissing .. I too accept her lips and moved my lips over her .. she asked

entrance in my mouth and I welcomed her .. her tongue moved inside my mouth .. and feel the softness

of my inner cheeks .. and my body groaned in pure bliss ...

I too put my tongue in action .. and we both fought for the lead .. means dominance ...

Her hands are running in my hairs .. she even pulled my hairs .. whenever I bite on her lips or sucked

them hard .. to make her breathless ..

In the meantime I am moving inside her sensually and slow .. to let her vaginal walls stretch little bit to

accept my hardness presence in it ...

My hands run down to grab her shaking boobs due to my every push .. I squeezed them .. and she

moaned in my mouth ...

We broke our kiss and we both looked at eachother's eyes .. she lowered her eyes when I pushed

hardly inside her to make her gasped in sudden pleasure ...

I chuckled and rest my forehead over her .. but she pinched on my nipples .. to make me look at her

narrowed eyes .. she laughed at me while saying " aww it's painful right .. "

" Fuck woman .. are you taking revenge over me " I asked her ...

" Yes I am .. it's my way to take revenge .. now you can't say no to me ... Now you have to marry with

me .. another wise I will fill complaint against you for taking advantage of my innocent self " she said ..

" Woman ... From where you have learnt all this ... Where is my little innocent Amoli ... Who are you ? "

I asked her while stopping my movement in her .. she smiled and locked her hand around my neck

and pulled me down ..

" I am still here .. but only you can see her .. not anyone " she said and kissed my nose tip ... I stated

to move fast in her .. but making sure not in a rough way which hurt her ...

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We both reach our climax ... I lay down beside her with little high breaths .. one round is not enough for

me .. I want more but she is a stick infront of me .. she will be hurt if I took her for the rounds which I

want ..

I turned towards her panting and sweating self ... My hands found her hairs then they reached at her

head .. I moved my finger in her hairscalp .. she closed her eyes while smiling ...

After some minutes she opened her eyes .. and looked at me confusingly ...

I got up from bed .. to go inside washroom .. to take towels to clean her for sleep .. but she too followed

me inside bathroom and yes we end up making love inside it also ..

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I took her cleaned and tiered body in my arms .. she is sleepy but still she is looking at me .... I placed

her on bed and covered her body ...

I left her inside the room when I saw that she is now sleeping ..

I opened the door of my princess bedroom .. she is sleeping quitly ... I took her in my arms telling her

nanny that I am taking my daughter with me ...

I placed her on bed beside Amoli .. by my this act .. Amoli woke up and adjust herself properly around

quasar .. then I too joined them .. throwing away bathrobe ...

Now I am complete .... My heart said when I back hugged Amoli .. she smiled at my this act and closed

her eyes ...

I reach to my ear and wishpered " Will you marry me Amoli !?" ...

With my these words her eyes lost its sleep and she looked at my eyes to see seriousness ... He

hummed with my eyes and she brokedown in tears and jumped on me and hugged me .. saying " yes ..

yes ... I will "

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Due to her shouting quasar also woke up ... We both laughed at our stupidity and she hold Quasar in

her arm while I .. we t to kitchen to make milk for her ...

This is my life now .. my wife .. my daughter and me ... Complete family ...

Yay .. I am going to be a husband ...

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