Novel - Drama End: The Alpha's Side (Part II)
End: The Alpha's Side (Part II)
END: The Alpha's Side (Part II)
I WAS THE HAPPIEST when she noticed my feelings for her. Our relationship has been a roller
coaster ride. There are times that I hated to be an Alpha and thought to be just a simple and ordinary
wolf. Because in that way, there will be no more compilations. Our relationship won't be a secret in the
first place.
She reminds me of the moon... my moon. Because she gave light to the darkness that I was feeling
and trying to hide for a long time.
My moon because she's the only ruler of my own feelings for her. I'm her wave. Only her could tame
me. Only her.
Our relationship wasn't perfect. It went through rocks and challenges. But my feelings for her never
falter despite the wrong decisions I have made in the past. I chose to hurt her because it was the only
way to save my own pack...
But if I only knew what she's gotten through that time, I wouldn't mind dropping the pack carelessly. If I
only knew that she was already pregnant and carrying my first born, I'd forget about everything and
become selfish just for once. In that way, maybe I could've saved them.
Lilian became someone that I almost couldn't recognize. She became cold and lost the shimmer in her
eyes whenever she looked at me after disappearing for a long time. They all thought she was already
dead. But I didn't lose hope. So, when I saw her again, I was happy even though she doesn't feel the
same way towards me anymore.
"How dare you ask me that question. I've never been this fine when I was still in your pack."
I could still remember those words he told me on that night. She has never been this fine in my pack.
And it hurts because she seems well like nothing happened to her after she disappeared while I was
left still waiting for her to return.
That night, something happened between us again. And I was like a hungry teenage wolf and devoured
her. I didn't want her to think that I was taking advantage of her situation at that time since she was also
in heat, but at the back of my mind, I wanted it too. I wanted to feel her again. I wanted to feel her skin
on mine and ran my tongue on her sexy cunt. I felt like I was alive again... I felt like something had
awakened inside me that only Lilian could bring back to life.
Things changed when she returned to my pack that she loathed the most. Within those time that I
wasn't with her, I tried to be the better alpha of the pack. I worked hard to be good alpha for her. My
hard works are purely dedicated for her so that she won't have a reason to leave me again.
I put up with all her coldness and cruelty towards me. I already expected that to happen after
everything that I did to her but then, I couldn't help but to feel hurt again and again. It was all my fault
and I told myself to accept it all because that's the only way for me to ask for her forgiveness.
"Then, brace yourself. You will taste my sweetest revenge soon."
Revenge. That's what she wants. Some would call me dumb for still letting her in my pack despite her
motives. But I gladly embraced it all. And that's what I thought...
Because the moment I saw her kiss someone else, I lost it. It was fucking painful. My mate and Luna...
kissing another man is another thing. It was piercing my heart to the tiniest pieces. I felt like I was
already dying at that time. But I chose to forgive her. She's mad and she wanted to hurt me so bad,
then so be it. Even if I looked like a clown to everyone.
The respected Alpha of the Moon Stone pack... has been cheated by his own mate... his Luna.
What a fucking news! But then, I deserved all the pain. I fucking deserved it for hurting her before and
letting her alone gone through in her pregnancy that I wasn't even aware in the first place. I was even
more devastated that we lost our little angel without my knowledge. So... I deserve this all. I should
suffer even more!
In the midst of these pains, something unexpected happened, too. I thought we could fix it but... not
anymore.
My demon came back after being locked for a long time. And it was more powerful this time to the point
that I hurted Lilian again. I almost killed her. So maybe, I deserve to die, too...
I whispered to her my sweetest I love you despite seeing her pain and cries. I'm glad that she was the
one who ended my life. She's the only one that would hurt me multiple times.
"My Lilian, love... I hope we can see each other again," I whispered silently in the air as I started to
disappear.
Death. Maybe it was all destiny to be ended this way. I never thought of disappearing this way...
forever. But I couldn't help it anymore. The moon goddess has finally decided to end my life this way.
Or so I thought... novelbin
"Alpha Karius."
When I opened my eyes again, all that I could see was brightness and light, it reminded me of my
Lilian. The surroundings were new to me. It was a very nice place, I almost thought that I'm already in
paradise.
"Where am I?" I asked myself as I slowly got up from the ground.
I looked around to see the source of that soft voice that I just heard just a few meters away from me.
The place was so pretty that I almost thought that it's just a product of my imagination. Is this all real? It
looks magical...
Seconds later, I saw a woman walking towards my direction as my brows furrowed even more.
"I'll give you another chance to live again with your Luna. But... Do you trust me?"
I arched my brow hearing it. Trust... is something that it's hard for me to give to someone.
But should I?