He Got Me Pregnant

Chapter 41: Right has to be done!

No one could ever understand the pain that I am feeling right now. I am sobbing, but I always try to shut

my mouth up because I don’t want them to see and hear how fucked up I am.

This is so hard for me. I don’t want to go back to the suite and let my children see that I am hurting..that

I am crying.

I did the right thing, right? What I said is the truth. I am not his mistress. If there will be something that I

lied about, is the fact that I told them that he’s not the father of my children.

I am fixing myself in the elevator. I will request to Daryl to send me back on Nevada after this because I

don’t want to get involved again. I don’t want my children to get involved with these issues. I don’t want.

From the first place, he was the one who started all these. He was the one who fucking ruined novelbin

everything.

I don’t care if I fail my ego from this. I don’t care if I can’t fulfil my task on hurting him. I don’t care.

Wearing shorts and spaghetti straps- with a while lose cardigan, I went inside the suite.

I caught him smiling while playing with my children, while Julius was on the corner, busily talking with

someone on the phone.

“Babies, can Moma and Daddy talk for a while?” I said immediately.

Daryl’s eyes caught mine. His expressionless eyes were like daggers on my skin. I just gulped and

neverminded his intense stares.

“Okay, Momma. But be quick we have a lot to talk.” My Baby Red said like a boss.

When I look at Daryl, I can see a ghost of smile rose on his lips. Tss.

“In the bedroom, please.” I just said.

I was walking to the bedroom when I noticed that he didn’t. when I turned to look at him, he is smirking

maliciously- as if I’m going to initiate something naughty.

“Faster!” I can’t help but sound annoyed.

He only smirked at me as he started walking towards me. “Yes, Ma’am.” He whispered.

He went inside the room first and so I did. He was already sitting on the bed but I didn’t mind it at all.

“Everyone thinks that I am your mistress and that I am disgusting for ruining the marriage of the woman

who gave me a job. That I am such a bitch for making you accept my children for money. Can’t you

hear people talking about these, Daryl?” I said immediately.

He was silent for seconds and just watched me taking deep breaths in front of him.

“I don’t care about what people say.” He whispered.

“WE SHOULD!!” I couldn’t help but scream.

He grew silent for a moment.

“I…I worked hard a lot from this career. I worked hard a lot from what I have now. And in just a glimpse,

everything is ruined because you are back into my life- I..I regret why I am so much eager to hurt you,

to avenge myself..I should have stayed from where I belong and never ever meet you again. And I

hope everything was still fine.” I said as tears started streaming down my face.

“I already told you to trust me, Neysha.” He said.

He stood up now and walked towards me, trying to pull me close to him but I didn’t let him.

“Bring us back to Nevada.” I whispered and turned my back on him. “And fix this…you are not only

hurting me; you are hurting your wife…and I don’t want to reach that point where my children will get

hurt too.” I whispered.

“Baby..no.” He said and sighed. As if he wanted to tell me something but he can’t.

I shook my head and gulped. “Enough from all of these fantasies. This will never give us happiness.” I

said and went out of the room.

I wiped the tears in my eyes and drink some water in the kitchen. When I finally calmed down, I went to

the terrace where Julius at.

“If Daryl can’t bring us back home. You will.” I said.

He nodded. “I’m sorry. I should have doubled checked everything but I just can’t contact you.” He

apologized.

“It’s okay, Julius. We just need to go home. What we planned is stupid and fucked up.” I whispered.

“I know. This is all because of my event.” He apologized again.

I look at my children who are innocent from the cruelty of this world.

“They look happy with their father. Don’t you think Daryl can let all of these happen?” He asked.

“Planned to make us all miserable?” I asked.

He took a deep breath. “I don’t think he wanted these to happen. I think he’s planning something big.”

That made me stare to nowhere and just think of that possible thing. Is he planning something? Is he?

But what is this taking so long? He really took 5 years? Maybe he’s being like this because he finds me

good for sustaining his libido?

That hurts as fuck.

I sighed and look at the sky. It’s afternoon and far west- the darkness is pulling the sun away.

Life is just like it. No matter how you shine, no matter how everyone loves you. There will always be

darkness. Darkness will always pull you down so they could reign.

The door of the room opened, and Daryl’s eyes immediately caught mine.

“You will leave later tonight..if this is what you want,” He said and went to my children as soon as he

finished talking with me.

His eyes didn’t even stay to me longer and he immediately withdraw.

“Seems like he’s upset.” Julius whispered to me. I guess he caught that too.

I looked at Julius and glared.

“I don’t care.” I said bitterly.

Whatever happens. Everything is just pretty messed up and painful. This is pretty ridiculous in some

sense but sucks at the same time.

I held my chest and feel how it beats every time I have an encounter with him.

How can he make me so damn in love again and again?

I took a deep breath. This is just so unfair.

***End of Chapter 41